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When I look at you, I see someone who shines with strength and resilience. I see a human being who has experienced so much pain in a short span of a life that it is unbelievable that you became this way. It is unbelievable how you can be this kind, this giving and filled with enough care for others that sometimes you fall short of loving yourself. Sometimes I am unable to comprehend what made you this person. Was it pain, anguish or the loss of loved ones?
My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book by Ruby Dhal
| Name of Book | My Hope for Tomorrow |
| PDF Size | 1.6 MB |
| No of Pages | 219 |
| Language | English |
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What is it that keeps you going, despite it all? Despite every obstruction and each difficult decision that you have had to make, how can you continue to be a wonderful soul that everyone wants a piece of? I cannot understand it. I just cannot. Because when I look at you, I see endless nights of tear- soaked pillows and a lifetime of shoulders burdened with lessons that made you wiser than your years.
When I look at you, I see a person coupled with enough warmth that whoever touches your presence no longer feels cold. When I look at you, I see a person filled with the kind of wisdom that will help generations to come. When I look at you, I see a heart of gold and a soul yearning to be loved. When I look at you, I see a warrior, a fighter – someone who did not let themselves stay broken for too long.
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But sometimes I am unable to comprehend how, despite it all, you became this way. Because when I look at you, I see an unimaginable human being. I see a miracle. Meeting you was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. You brought positivity, love and sunshine into my life. You showed me how to see the world in a different way altogether, and you made me stronger, wiser and kinder.
You showed me that my dreams were valid, and you made me realize my worth. And the best part is – you did not do any of these things on purpose, they just happened. Me changing this much was a byproduct of our friendship, of everything that you could do by just being there. And I will always be grateful to you for that. You allowed me to develop a better mindset and you added incredible value to me as someone who can contribute to the wellbeing of those around them.
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You showed me that one person has the power to make your whole life beautiful. You allowed me to grow in several ways and they were all for the best. So, even if there was no place in this world for us and you did not feel the same way – you were one of the best things that ever happened to me. And because of this, I can never regret you.
And do you know what hurts the most – thinking that we cannot share our pain. What hurts the most is being aware that there is not a single person who has not experienced sorrow but living as though none of us have. What hurts the most is not being able to talk to each other about our scars. What hurts the most is believing that we will not be able to find someone who might empathise with our feelings.
Just because of our assumptions that others cannot comprehend what we go through. What hurts the most is thinking that our different experiences make us incapable of easing each other’s aching hearts, because that is not true. Believe me when I say that a friend can be found in every individual who has undergone pain, and believe me when I say that you will not find a single person who has not experienced a little bit of it. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book
What hurts the most is thinking that you are alone in your journey when you are not. There are ears willing to listen to your problems and shoulders willing to give your heart all the rest that it needs. What hurts the most is fearing that we must go through things on our own. Because believe me when I say that you are not alone in what you experience and when I say that you can find a companion in me, or him, or her or anyone who has a heart beating inside their chest.
What hurts the most is bottling up your feelings inside your soul rather than letting them pour down your cheeks. What hurts the most is being quiet when all you want to do is scream. I have reached a point in my life where nothing hurts me as badly as it used to. Things happen, you get hurt, people leave, and hearts get broken – but life goes on. I have built a wall around me using nothing but self-love and that is why when things go wrong, I am no longer affected.
I love myself enough now to know my worth, and that means not crying about someone who did not love me enough to stay, or fight for me when they should have. I used to be the kind of person who would be affected by the smallest things, despite having undergone so much in such a short period of time. And now, I cannot shed a single tear. This is not because I have become numb, but because I know no one is worth my tears. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book
I used to think that nothing gets better, and that things can only get worse and some of us are destined for just pain. But I was wrong. Things do get better and that is all I keep close to me now. The tiniest glimmer of hope and possibility – the fact that there is always light at the end of the tunnel and no matter what anyone says, things get better with time.
Believe me, they do. And even if it appears that things do not get better with time, you earn enough strength to deal with them and that is still progress, that is still a step in the right direction. Even though sometimes it feels as though life has not moved forward and you are still in the same place – hurting, cracking your heart open and losing people over and over again – you are not the same person you were the first time that you experienced loss.
You are different. You have grown in many ways and you have gained the kind of strength that was not there before. I am empty. But I cannot feel it inside my chest because I do not feel much of anything these days. It is as though I have nothing to give to the world, and there was a time when I had so much within me to share – affection, goodness and love and, most of all, myself. But I have no idea who I am anymore. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book Download
When I smile, I no longer feel the smile in my bones. I think my lips just curve upwards because I assume that this is how I should react at that point, but my reaction does not reflect what is going on inside me. Because the storm within me has become so calm that it will never rage again. And that scares me – this inability to feel things, to love and laugh and smile, and to be truly happy in the way that I was. I have lost my soul, and I am scared that I will never find it again.
And I do not know how to cope anymore. I know that this is just a phase in my life and soon enough I will be okay again. I have dealt with worse and I can deal with even more. But, how could I lose a huge part of me when I do not feel broken? How can I feel love again when I no longer feel anything? And how can I let happiness in when I cannot remember what it feels like to be truly happy? And this is what scares me the most.
I wish that I could tell you the reason for your heart hurting whenever you think of them, or why they never showed up at your doorstep when they said they would. To fight for you. To prove that they wanted you in their life. I wish I could tell you the reason for every moment you have felt broken or every time you have felt fear. Fear for your sanity in the face of love and life and all the pain that it gave you. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book Download
Fear for yourself and your inability to get back up again. I wish that I could tell you the reason for all those times God pulled you back from something that you wanted, or when he removed someone you loved from your life. The truth is, I cannot give you reasons, and I cannot answer your questions but what I can tell you is this – each moment that broke you, made you. All those tears you shed, cleansed your heart of pain.
Each broken piece joined together to create a new you. Someone stronger. Someone more powerful and fierce. So, no. I cannot give you a reason as to why you went through so much pain, but I can tell you the purpose. The purpose was always for you to grow, change, heal and become the best version of yourself. The purpose was for you to become the person that you are today. And that itself should keep you going. That itself should be reason for you to rise once more.
I have spent so long counting the days since you happened that I have stopped remembering the days that I lived without you. The late nights, the beautiful mornings when the sun shone so bright it hurt my eyes, the lifechanging experiences, the adventures, the laughs and smiles and tears that fell down my cheeks before you. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book Download
I kept saying that nothing will ever be the same now that you are not here, but I keep forgetting that nothing was the same before you came – it was different, but it was still beautiful. I lived a whole life before you just fine, and I keep forgetting that. And I must accept that even though nothing will remain the same now that you are gone, it will still be a great adventure and a learning experience for me.
Even though things have changed and you dipped into my soul and found the shore but left me drowning, I know that there are new friends waiting for me, adventures I have yet to take, cities I have not yet discovered, food I am going to taste, stories that I will hear and experiences that I will have before I can say that I have lived a ‘well-rounded’ life. And the truth is, I have not seen anything at all just yet.
Some of my best days are still waiting for me, and I am hoping that I have left some of the worst behind. So, even though you came for a while and changed everything in a way I never imagined, so did those before you and yet I lived, and so will those after you and believe me, I will continue to live. And I have spent so long counting the days since you came into my life that I have forgotten the days that I have still got left and how much of my journey is still waiting for me. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book Free
All I need to do is take a step forward. All I need to do is embrace life. Just like I always have every time someone walked away. People often say, ‘Love is overrated’, but I do not understand this. If we categorise it romantically, then perhaps it is, but we cannot forget the many ways in which love moves us. You love your parents, your siblings, your aunts and uncles, your grandparents, your friends, and your teachers.
Love moves you to bite your tongue rather than hurt someone with your words, love moves you to be nice to strangers, love moves you to give charity, love moves you to help others. Love moves you to be kind. Love moves you to be there for your friend when they need someone to talk to and pat them on their back or offer them your shoulder to rest their head on.
Love moves you to wish well for others, love moves you to pray for children suffering in war-torn countries and help those who are in need. Love moves you to take care of yourself – both physically and emotionally. Love moves you to carry every good action in your life and spread light to those around you. But then I hear you say, ‘Love is overrated’, as if that were the truth. As if love is not the most underrated emotion, as if love is not lacking in most actions that cause pain. My Hope for Tomorrow PDF Book Free
Love is not overrated. It is the most important sentiment that acts as a force behind every kind action – spreading positivity and bringing happiness. And love is the one sentiment lacking in actions that come from a place of unkindness, especially in places where there is only darkness and suffering. Love is the most underrated emotion in the world, an emotion that has become lost in the chaos and the egoistic race to success.